Hey long time no see! I really hope that you’re all doing well. I’ve missed everyone so much.
I’m excited to announce that I’m going to slowly start blogging and be more active on social media again. I know I’ve disappeared for a long, long time (almost a year!) and left you all with nothing but a sad blog post of how our first meeting got cancelled in May 2016.
Looking back on that blog post is still a bit painful. Not to mention that I wrote it out of sheer emotion which is pretty embarrassing.
Sometimes when you’re feeling hurt you just say things that can be a bit out of line. And to be completely honest, when you go and read the blog post again, you will notice that I may have edited some things out.
At one point I thought that I should just delete the post all together and pretend that May 4, 2016 never happened.
And I sat there realizing that deleting the post and just pretending it never happened or that I didn’t made the mistake of letting my feelings get out of hand is the easiest thing to do especially when you’ve put your life out here online. A lot of us filter out all the negative aspects of ourselves and our lives to make it seem like you are living a perfect life or in my case, have a perfect relationship.
Especially as a long distance blogger who gives advice to other people in long distance relationships- I feel as though I have the obligation to show everyone on here that my relationship is perfect and that I am a perfect person that knows how to perfectly handle all long distance struggles that come my way.
But me and Cruz had to go through all of those hardships (including this one) and make mistakes along the way so that we can become better as individuals and thus, stronger together as a couple.
I will take responsibility for that blog post and leave it as a reminder of how we much we grew from one of the most difficult moments of our long distance relationship.
With that said, we didn’t break up (yay!) and eventually did have our first meeting last month on 2/15/2017 🙂
A blog post of how it went will be coming up soon~
Make sure you follow us on Instagram! I’ve already been posting pictures of our first meeting there.
P.S. I want to thank all of those who took the time to write me comments of encouragement in my last blog post. You don’t know how much it really helped me during that awful time. I am so grateful for you all.