His mom did everything to prevent Cruz from leaving that morning to catch his flight to see me. She threatened to kick him out of the house for good and even called the cops.
Although I am enraged at his mother for the extreme lengths she went through to get him to stay even after telling her months in advance about this trip, I am also partly angry at Cruz for letting it come to that.
But, I won’t go into detail. Long story short, I unfortunately had to make that call to cancel his flight last minute.
Most of you know how excited I was about this first meeting and saw all the time and effort I put into planning and preparing for it for almost a year. It hurts so much to see that it all went to waste. I definitely won’t be able to recover from this for a long while.
With that said, not only will I be taking a break from Cruz and our relationship, I’m going to be taking a huge break from blogging and will try to avoid social media as much as possible at the moment.
I also just want to say that even though I haven’t been replying, I promise that I’ve read all the messages and comments everyone has sent me and I want to thank you all so much for your care and support during this devastating time in my LDR.
I really love you all. You don’t know how much all of you have really helped me. I will hopefully talk to you all soon.